Call me fake, call me lost and conceited.

Moved. for good.

2010-11-30T17:11:00.001+08:00

I HAVE MOVED:

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See you at the other side!

PLEASE SUPPORT!!!! :)

2010-11-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

Do mail me at ellie.tzw@gmail.com / text 96861509 for fast deals :)
xxx, danielle.

Canon1000d.
Basic lens 18-55mm.
Great condition but dropped the lens cap lotsa times before so scratches.... :(
But no worries, you can always go down to the Canon shop and purchase one at $12 :)
Selling for at least $800, mail me for details please!!

Vintage Fujifilm instax100.
Still has 8 films inside.
$90

Supre's highwaisted jeans in black with 3 gold buttons.
Good condition. Never worn by me.
Tagged M.
$35

picture credit to billybabybop.
H81 checkered shirt.
Tagged L.
$24

Topshop highwaist shorts.
Tagged uk16.
$54

Brown boat shoes.
Tagged 41.
Fits a local 40,41.
$25

VINTAGE WATCHES FOR SALE!
Large: $15
small: $15
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PLUS by six&twelve's toga.
Perfect for prom or just hanging out.
Brand new, only worn to try.
Fits up to uk16.
$22

COTTON ON MAXI DRESS.
tagged xs, but imma uk16 and I can fit!!!! :)
$25.
(25$ only leh cheap cheap like siao)

Floral dress 1.
Freesize.
$14

Floral dress 2.
Tagged M.
$8

GET BOTH FLORAL DRESS 1&2 FOR ONLY $18!!

American Apparel highwaist shorts in grey.
Tagged size 34.
$35

Topshop sailor highwaist shorts.
Tagged uk14.
$45

Cotton On white cardigan.
Tagged L.
$10

Topshop Lace leggings.
Tagged uk16.
$12

Cotton On plain jane black dress.
Tagged M.
$8

Topshop ditsy floral skirt.
tagged uk14.
$25

Cotton On Denim skirt.
Tagged uk14.
$8

Holga fisheye lens.
for holga 120 only.
$30

Polka dotted hoodie.
Fits uk6-10.
$15

Polaroid Impulse 600.
$80 (nego)

Red Postman Bagpack.
Fits A4, really really really pretty.
$55

Dorothy perkins tanktop in yellow and blue.
1 for $15, 2 for $25.
Tagged uk16.

Cotton On Tanktop in white.
Tagged L.
$8

raglan shirt.
Navyblue sleeves/ white front Tagged L.
black sleeves/ white front - Tagged M
$10 each.

Cotton On Skull top.
Tagged XL.
$15

Cotton On Bubbly top.
Tagged L.
$15

Topshop jelly sandals in blue-ish grey.
Tagged L.
$9

Plain semi maxi. Perfect for customization.
Freesize.
$24

2010-11-15T12:43:00.001+08:00

HI ALL.

I'VE MOVED.

HTTP://ELLEINXD.BLOGSPOT.COM :)

leaving the past behind cause you ain't worth it anymore. :)

We can only learn to love by loving.

2010-10-30T17:00:00.004+08:00

Realised its been so long since I'm at this space. Decided to come back to take a look.

Oh and updates:

I'm promoted to secondary 4express.
I'm not allowed out till end of O's next year.
I'm suppose to practice maths + poa and my dear old piano. Speaking of which I played for an hour today and it felt so good.

Anyway, life's still the same ol'. Or maybe just plain jane boring. This holiday will be productive. It will be.

Not really back.

2010-10-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

Hey all. I'm not exactly back on this space. Life's still as wrecked. Exams on the roll. I honestly hope I do well. Pinning my hopes on subjects that're impossible. Biology, Math. Wish me luck cause I don't wanna retain or drop to NA. Gonna head back to my books. Oh, anyway, current obsession:

Sean fucking Malto. :B

Perfect.

2010-09-20T17:21:00.002+08:00

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” — Marilyn Monroe

Saturday night was the best night ever cause you came to look for me. Remember how I squealed and how you told me you hated it when people pinched your cheeks but still let me pinch anyho? You're so precious to me, if only...

Went over to @fvckyeahfiee's ytd for raya open house, was awesomeeee. And luckily Zac was there, if not.... -awkward silence- School's been a nuisance. Went to the museum earlier on, kinda fun. Pictures will be up sooooon. Alrighty, heading to CS to meet @fvckyeahfiee. Love to all.

P.S what's up with the weird tags on my cbox?!?!!??!?!

Caution: Moodswing in progress.

2010-09-14T17:26:00.003+08:00

Anyway, London+Shanghai was good. The one week away from everything was exactly what I needed. Life's mundane, what can I say more. Schoolwork is my main priority now, everything else will have to wait. Oh yes, I can be nice to you if you're nice to me, but please don't step on my tail, because I'll make your life a living hell. But I'm still nice! :) LOL.

Taking a break from Blogger till end of exams, meanwhile, I'll be on twitter: @Chubbybunnyyy .

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2010-09-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

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2010-08-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

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2010-08-30T18:23:00.002+08:00

Hey Kawanbaik, Bbkins, Ppgs.

I miss y'all so much. Let's meet up soon, before I leave for London. Yes? :)

Countdown to happiness: 3 more days!!!!!

KENNY YAW'S THE HOTTEST DUDE EVER (Y)

2010-08-29T01:48:00.007+08:00

HAHAHA HI YAW, I KNOW IM AWESOME :)

THANK YOU FOR ENTERTAINING ME AT 1:30 IN THE MORN :)

And, GET WELL SOOOOOOON ^.^

oh and btw, yaw wants me to say this :

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy, heading to bed in abit :)

6 MORE DAYS!!!!!

2010-08-27T15:06:00.002+08:00

I cannot wait till I go back.
Countdown to happiness: 6 more days!!!!!!!!

School is as boring as ever. I want to slap myself. I really need to study. 1 month and 4 more days to EOY exams. Mom's coming back todayyyy. Shall clean the house abit, wait for her to come home, then buke with my kawanbaik. Listening to ShiGGaShay's Still Fly now, it's been so long. I want to sleeeeeep. Shall do that in a mo. Love to all. Listening to lights now, damn girl. She's so good I feel so inferior. She sings like a freaking angel. Woooo~ I like. I shall go do my stuff now. Hiak. Be back soon.

happy birthday you.

2010-08-25T19:24:00.002+08:00

Hey y'alll, I fell sick :( First time I felt so, sick. Feeling giddy and nauseous all the time is not fun at all. Missed half day of tuesday and today. I sorta miss school. Miss my classmates and everything. Mr F's leaving this friday...... Sigh. I wonder who'll be the one to glue the class together after he leaves. Anyho, Shall go write my letter to Mr F. It's always heartbreaking to see someone who made a great impact in your life, leave.

Anyway I had a good day at home today. Slept ALOT and still feeling tired. The right side of my ear is like blocked all the time. Kinda irritating yes. Booooo. Alrighty, bye. Gotta go back to my work.

Back.

2010-08-22T13:19:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK. Hehehehe, 2 of the stuff I have in my visual journal. I'm so proud of myself!! Hehehe. I know I'm not gr8 at drawing but I'm trying!! Hehehehe. Tried to draw dear Marcel tooooo! But I made him look like a china boy. Shall try again laterrrrr :) Hehehehe, tuition laterrrr! BTB and Mitchell make me so high-perrrrrr. hehehehe.

I BLOG LIKE A KID AND I LIKE IT.

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2010-08-18T21:20:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry.
I think I might stop blogging all together now.
I feel so broken.
It's like my heart went *snap*.

Day 02 - A picture of what you wore today

2010-08-15T17:47:00.004+08:00

Polka dot oversized boyfriend shirt+grey bag: Flea.

Leggings: Cotton On. Sandals: Rubi.

So today I went for lunch with the dad and bro. Hahaha I can't express how much I love my brother, he is so awesome. Anyho, lunch was good. Definitely love the walking around part, we walked around city square mall and talked alot. From school to justin bieber to paramore to mathematics, and then he said he wanted to do maths cause he was a lil rusty, so we arranged to meet this coming saturday to do maths. Yayyyyyyyyy, i love my brother even though he's so action about everything. Hahahah, he think he's cute. Okay, quite cute, like a monkeyyyy. Hahaha, looking forward to spending time with him next weekend~ :)

School is starting again tomorrow. Dreading pe lesson but I guess I'm excused again. How lucky can we girls be. We have a monthly girl problem, Thank God. Of course I will not show my fatlikeawhale body to the whole class, likea duh? Art tomorrow, what are we even suppose to bring? I hope mommy will come home soon. I am kinda hungry. I wanna get my earpiece, I hope mommy buys it for me. Boooohooooo.

Love is like the wild rose-briar,
Friendship like the holly-tree --
The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms
But which will bloom most contantly?

On a happier side note..........................................................

I'm moving on.

Day 01 - A picture of yourself

2010-08-14T12:26:00.003+08:00

Hey all.
I've decided to do the 30-day picture challenge so yeahhh. Love to all. Had a great time with my bbs ytd, buke with them! So fun :) Love my kawanbaik yes! :) Meeting her again today, love love :)
Heading to the homeclub and supperclub flea todayyyy, yayyyyyyy. Not gonna spend any money, I WILL HAVE SELF CONTROL. MUAHAHAH.
Meanwhile, please support http://shxpmxneyhxney.livejournal.com/ ! :))))

Day 01 - A picture of yourself

So long.

2010-08-12T18:08:00.005+08:00

Heyyyy yallllllll. Missed me? :)
I know I haven't been around here for awhile now, more active on ze livejournal yes! :) Friends I've got there are less judgemental and I like it. :) Anyway, I'm back to post cause I know I've got a STALKER. Can you see this? HAHAHA, Loserrrrr nubbbbbbb. Hehehehehe, I've been enjoying school a lil wee bit more now cause of awesome classmates. :) Yayyyyyyy, wo ai shang xue. Though some childish f are still out there hatin', I'm sorry, but I can't help it if you hate me.

I've been feeling hungry all day :( Neeed to start doing work soon, love to all. I'll definitely blog soon :)

2010-08-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hey all :)

I know I haven't been updating alot these days. Mostly slacking my days off and studying and tryna earn money through my newly created online shop, SHXPMXNEYHXNEY ! Do support alrighty? :) Hehehehe, SS test and biology test next week. Really have to study. There's tuition tmrrrrrrr, looking forward to spending time with BTB :)

School has been doing a great job annoying the inner bitch inside of me. Its upsetting to know that the people I depended my life on are simply, gone. And, I quote S,"those who dont wanna be your friends, are basically those who arent fit to be your friends." And I agree with that. I am not tryna be a hypocrite or a fake here. I just honestly miss my friends.

Anyho, today was a great day spent with the awesome tanny, studied and did my biology ten year series, talked alot with her too! Hehehe, we need more time together k dear girl! :) Watched "SALT" with Fish after, haven't seen him in AGES, so it was awesome having to spend time with him after so long. stop saying im an ahlian okay! Love you. *wink* Went to visit dear bbg Regina at her workplace! Been super long since I last saw her, we talked alot! Hope your mommy gets well soon okay :) Looooove.

To-do-list:

Print pictures.
Do visual journal.
Look for 150 pictures regarding child abuse.
Study biology and Ss and poa.

Alrighty dearies, have a great night! :)

xxx

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2010-08-04T21:03:00.005+08:00

Hehehehehe, yesterday was a gooooood day because

I FINALLY GOT A NEW PHONE, AND ITS QWERTY.

FYEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (Y)(Y)(Y)

E72 babyyyyyyy (L)

THANK YOU MOMMY, I LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU LOOK LIKE A MONSTER WITH WEIRD TEETH.

Anywayyyy, schoool's been alright. I've been doing well I guess.

Many many many tests coming up soon! I need to studyyyyyyyyy.

Looking forward to the looooooong weekend :)

I've been good, what 'bout you?

I'm sorry for everything I've done. All the good memories will stay with me forever.

I'm moving on.

31st July.

2010-07-31T10:22:00.002+08:00

Today's the last day of July! Look how time flies. Urgh.
EOY first paper starts on 1st October. Chinese O level paper's on 10th November. Urghhh. Must start hxc studying.Anyway, gonnna head down to Tampines Ikea to get my new wardrobe and have lunch with mommy, then to see Baby Zoie. Damn I love her name. hehehehe. She must be a cute lil baby.

Oh, to-do-list before forget.

Buy 35mm film.
Study: Bio/Photosynthesis (5th August)
Chem/Acids,Bases&Salt. (3rd August)
SS/SBQ/Inference&Comparison&SEQ/Sri Lanka (12th Aug)
WAKE MOMMY UP AT 11AM.

OKAY IM GONNA GO WAKE MOMMY UP NOWWWWWWW :)

2010-07-27T16:33:00.002+08:00

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Super long since i last made a pinky promise.

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Hehehehe,that person would HAVE TO BE, HAKIM honeybunzz xxx.
The first time I met him was with Fieeeee, I was honestly super mf-ing shy. Okay, fact number 1 about me: I am SERIOUSLY super shy and SUPER afraid of awkward moments. Anyway, we said hi and all, then went about doing our stuff at our usual place, Cathay. We started to chit-chat, make small talk, take picures together. Hehehe, I don't regret knowing you okay babykins :)

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, school has been horrible. I can't put it all in words how much I want the weekends to come. Even though there's nothing in particular to do in the weekends...... BUT STILL. Missing all the people I haven't seen in ages. I will contact you people soon though, I will.

Contemplating whether to head to CSM to study alone+eat(becaue im hell hungry) or just stay at home and sleep and rot. I think option 2 sounds good but I need to do option 1 cause i need to study :/

Alrighty, thats all for today.

Fml.

2010-07-25T20:58:00.003+08:00

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
I dont know how to write.

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Nbody.

Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Not gonna write.

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
No-one.

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Me.

Life sucks. I need to stop feeling sad for myself and start doing things that actually benefits me. Like studying. Stop moving backwards, stop thinking about the past. I need to start doing serious work. I need to prove to certain people that I can f-ing do well. And sometimes, those who have been there for you, might just decide to leave.

I need to change. I WANT TO CHANGE.

2010-07-23T14:39:00.001+08:00

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2010-07-22T21:43:00.003+08:00

Hi allllll.
Facebook got hacked so yeah,

Go add: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001375464122
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Msn got hacked too so yeah,

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2010-07-20T18:09:00.002+08:00

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
I have no idea how to write this.

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Gosh. Okay. So, hey. You know who you are alright. I miss us going to novena just for KFC/mos and to "study". Miss the times when you hold my hand and told me to be careful when crossing the road. I miss talking on the phone with you till late night. I miss your texts and your voice and miss meeting you every week. I wish we had spent more time together, before everything ended.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, school is driving me INSANE. I absolutely need to do my maths and study hard hard hard. Need to get my bio tys cause some asshole stole it from the bio lab :( Booooooooooo you. NO INTEGRITY. BOO YOU. :(

Piano tomorrow. I love me.

3/5 (L)

2010-07-19T17:11:00.003+08:00

During C4L today, we did something weird but it felt like I knew the class better. 3/5, we're not only just a class, we're a family. I've never felt so strongly about the class until today. I got to know people better. Like Andrew, I always thought he was unfriendly, but he speaks with intelligence and is actually a really nice person. 3/5 may be rowdy, but we stand up for each other. I know for sure that if anyone bullies someone from 3/5, I'll be there for that someone.

And friendship issues, I'm not gonna bother for now. I agree we both need time. I shall concentrate on my studies and excel and do well like I should. Its about time I make my mom proud.

Day 18.

2010-07-18T12:14:00.003+08:00

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

I would want to be someone with a particular energy. A positive energy, to make people around me happy. I want to be able to make people laugh and smile with my words, I want to be able to be that kinda person. I would want to be a person everyone likes and is neutral about. I will work hard towards that. I will.

Hi everyone, do visit http://yolkieegg.webs.com, It's brittany's site! She's currently in canada but she'll be back soon! :))))) Do take a look! :)
Tuition later at 3! Excited because i'm sure it'll be hell loads of fun :)Hehehehe, best tuition pal texted me at 11.15am to ask if im going or not, cute much! I like my life now, I am studying so much it makes me feel so accomplished. AND WHO IS THE IDIOT WHO TOOK MY BIO TYS :( Please return it to me, dang sad case :( Alrighty, shall be off. I need to stay home and study and not go out. Save money for bracesssssssssss *shows future metalmouth me* Tata for now :)

Day 17.

2010-07-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Dear Nicole Hilary Teo Le Qi,
How're you my dear dear dear friend? I am so glad we finally met up with each other during the last days of holidays :) It ended my holidays really really really well. :) I'll see you soon alright! Bestfriendsforever :)

Love, Me.

Yes yes yes, I am baaaaaaaaaaaaack! Went out in the morning to discuss bout the english proj with @colliaooo! Hehehe, she is so darn cute! Met with @fvckyeahfiee and @ashyekin for a bit :) Haven't seen that girl in ages! Love you both equally :) So yes, Am home now. Woohoooo, nothing sweeter than home :) Hehehehe, cramps hurt super badly so yes im gonna go rest :)

Day 16

2010-07-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Dear Brittany,
Its been, 2/3 years since you left for Canada. I miss you yknw! I can still remember the first time I met you together with Justina :) Hahahahaha, come back soon! I didn't get to meet you last year, hopefully you're coming back this! And I know you read my blog so you better tag me! :)

Love, Me.

Anyway, today was quite a bad day at school. Nothing went well, apart from the lessons. Seriously, why is it that this kinda thing always happens to me. I guess I've been taking and taking and taking instead of giving and giving and giving. Maybe I should do what braceface says, give in. But well, there's nothing much to say alr, is there? You'll just diao me when you see me in school and perhaps talk bad about me and perhaps we'll never be friends ever again. But I don't think that I was in the wrong. I did not spread that about you or lie to you that he asked me that. Its the f-ing truth, believe it or not. But still, its up to you. And your choice was to take time off and I'll respect that. Whatever becomes of us, I'll always love you.

F, i sound like some emotional boyfriend or something. I'm not. I'm just upset. Ugh, fml.

Day 12, 13, 14. 15.

2010-07-15T15:33:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for not updating, been busy. School's been taking up most of my time. I love school, actually. Its so awesome, it takes my mind of stupid little stuff that don't matter. I am so sick and tired of asking people to stay, I really am. So if you decide to not be my friend, I won't keep you too. I am just a burden to everyone. Oh, and the rest of the letters.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
There's no other person I hate more, than myself. I am the cause of my own pain. I mean, its like I always let myself do things that will hurt others and myself. There's no one else that disappoints me more than myself. I don't know how to put it, but until I know how to love myself, this is how I will keep feeling.

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Dear ____ ,
Please forgive me for all I've done to you. All the hurt, I just wish everything was back to december 2009, I would never have left. I'm sorry.

Love, Me.

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Dear ____ ,
I doubt we're even friends now right. I don't even know why we aren't friends anymore. I dont know how to talk to you because everytime I see you, I have no idea why but I get angry. Angry at why you didnt tell me you change class. Angry at why you wouldnt even talk to me now. But i guess its all over now, You're happy with your bestfriend. All the best to you, ex- bestfriend.

Love, Me.

Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Dear Jansen,
Stupid idiot boy. Where have you been. You don't even contact me now. Is that what you want, to get out of my life completely? Then so be it, I can't do anything anymore, right? I miss you so much. Call or text or even just an email will make me happy. You'll want to see me happy, right?

Love. Me.

Day 11.

2010-07-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Dear great-grandfather,
I wish I could have met you and spent time with you. However, you passed away when I was born. Mommy said you were a good man and helped Grandma pay her debts when she was gambling and you were a wise man and would always give people the chance to say what they think. It would've been great if I knew you, personally, and not through stories. I would have told you all my problems and I know you will fix it for me :) But you would have been the greatest great grandfather I will ever have. Even though I have never met you, i love you ggf <3

Love, Me.

Decision.

2010-07-10T12:57:00.003+08:00

I DONT CARE. I AM GONNA CUT MY HAIR.

I HOPE.

Day 10.

2010-07-10T12:53:00.002+08:00

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear Khairul,
Realise we're not that close anymore this year and like we hardly talk to each other, except for during Lit classes. That was why I talked to you on msn the other day. I thought I did something terribly wrong to piss you off and stuff. But you just told me I didn't and like you only talk to Danial now. I don't like that we're not close anymore. I mean who will like it right. Its like who likes drifting away from a good friend. I know I dont. And that you'll never read t his but I do miss you, Soulmate.

Love, Me.

2010-07-10T11:56:00.000+08:00

I feel f-ing alone now.

Day 9.

2010-07-09T12:53:00.000+08:00

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Dear Sol,
I miss talking to you. You were there when I wasn't myself and when I was all down and mopey. I was, honestly shock that you said that to me bout 2 weeks ago. Do you know how badly I cried then? And after, I got to know Syazwan. He told me things about you that I didn't know. I was upset but I realise like the problem was with me and not you. I would love to talk to you soon, but I guess we both need some time.

Love, Me.

Day 8.

2010-07-08T12:50:00.000+08:00

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

I don't really know how to write this cause I have no favourite internet friend cause everyone's just so nice! So I shall do the Day 9 nowwww, or tomorrow.

Day 7.

2010-07-07T12:50:00.000+08:00

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Dear ______ ,
No, I've not forgotten you. Despite my efforts in trying to be friends with you, I can't and you won't. I miss you so much my heart aches. That I've lost you. But wherever you are now, I wish you all the best. And no matter what happens, please know that you have me to count on. I know you'll be reading this, please talk to me soon.

Love, Me.

Day 6.

2010-07-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

Day 6 — A stranger

Dear stranger,
I don't know who you are and you don't know who I am. I just wish you'll treat me good when I see you. In time to come.

Love, Me

Day 5.

2010-07-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

Day 5 — Your dreams

Yes I agree that I dream alot. Some dreams that'll come true, some that I know are just thought of in futile. Ah dang, I really dont know what to write about this.

I'm made of wax, Larry, What are you made of?

2010-07-05T08:21:00.003+08:00

Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That I'll always be gone

You know I've got you,
Like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
Don't you let me down

A Day To Remember is awesome, I was never a fan of hardcore metal / screamo of anytype. But this is really not that bad. Its not really extremely metal all. Yup i like. Another great song with be My Life For Hire :) Okay i admit, I only have 3 of these songs. I need more! :)

Day 4.

2010-07-04T12:48:00.000+08:00

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Dear brother,
Though you will never be able to read this unless I tell you so, You are the greatest and nicest brother to me :) Remember 2009's chinese new year we went over to dad's side and it was so awkward but you make an attempt to get to know everyone of our cousins who're all way older than me and then introducing me to them? That was really really sweeeeet. :) And you texted me on my birthday! I thought you would've forgottten it. You're always the one to initiate meeting up with me and dad and you make me feel like you want me to be in your family :) Yayyyyy, I love you bro :)

Love, Me.

Day 3.

2010-07-03T12:47:00.000+08:00

Day 3 — Your parents

Dear mommy,
I love you at times but sometimes I just wish to strangle you to death. I need my own space. Reading my text messages or looking at my msn convos are not giving me my own space. I would tell you if you asked. You think I don't know but you check my phone all the time. I know you're worried but its suffocating me. But thank you for loving me for who I am and teaching me from right to wrong and willing to let me stay. I love you mommy :)

Love, Me.

2010-07-02T19:32:00.001+08:00

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Day 2.

2010-07-02T12:47:00.000+08:00

Day 2 — Your Crush

Dear ______ ,

You have a damn cute smile and i just feel like melting everytime i see you....... which is only that one and last time...... :( You have a super nice voice and its like versatile. I like that you're taller than me and that you talk to me alot :)

Love, Me.

Day 1

2010-07-01T21:52:00.010+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Dear bestfriend(s),
Thank you all for always being there for me. Weixian, for always being my listening ear and us becoming closer cause of that, always encouraging me and never even judged me. Marcus, for always teaching me from right to wrong, one of the few who know about my past but still accepting me for who I am. Sharifah, who is always there for me no matter what happens, a text/call would reach you almost immediately. I love all of yall equally much. I'm sorry if i left anyone out. :(

Ewpickles.

2010-06-27T10:45:00.002+08:00

've been having fun with these 2 biatches for these 2 days.

H2h talks made us better friends and HI HAKIM YOU V CUTE :)

Been spending my days down at cathay's starbucks, pretty quiet place nice coffee nice people.

And I saw @valerietxy yesterdayyy and I shouted "VALERIEEEE" so loudly i swear all the way to punggol can hear very embarassing but whatever and we took a picture together with @fvckyeahfiee and valerie is so damn cute i swear.

Oh oh oh, braids day on friday. Do I look good? I wanna tie that to school, damn lazy to te in ponytail alr. HAHAHAHAHA. Shall go bath nowwwwwwwwwwwww.

Hehehehe, baibaibaibaibai.

And yes, I'll come back again when I feel like it ^.^

Your forever was a lie

2010-06-23T20:07:00.003+08:00

Maybe its just me, but forever is sucha lie.

Anyways, 've been busy. Studying and going out with the awesomest people around. Haven't got the chance to meet my girls yet though. Thats rather upsetting. There's CO tomorrow, I don't know if I should go or not. 9 - 12.... Quite miss my percussion juniors.... But none of the girls will be around tomorrow........................................... So yeah, I guess we'll see.

Miss alot of people from 2009, I really prefer 2009 to 2010. 2009 was slow and steady, I had the awesomest-est-est-est time of my life with the people I love. 2010's too fast, a tad too fast. In a blink of an eye its already june. I'm so afraid that I won't pass this year and get promoted. What if I don't get promoted. I really don't wanna go to NA, nor retain. Plus this year I'm gonna take the O level chinese paper, what if I don't do well? I so need self-discipline.

Jiayuan, Marcus, Yunxin, Amanda, Gabe, Farah Lim, Karin, Patricia, Audrey, Daniel C, Jacob, Khairul, Claire, Jolie, Adelia, Benda, Nabilah, Regina, Jezrika, Weijie, Hongtat, Jeremiah, Hongtat, Daryl Ling, Hansel, Jovin, Annabella, Casia.
I miss each and every one of you people.

Ugh, sorry. Wordy post again. I'll come back if I feel like it.

2010-06-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

It just feels like I don't matter to anyone, anymore.

And how I hate that feeling.

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2010-06-17T13:59:00.007+08:00

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2010-06-17T13:00:00.003+08:00

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Want you.

2010-06-16T11:51:00.001+08:00

I don’t just want your heart. I want your flesh, your skin and blood and bones, your voice, your thoughts, your pulse and most of all your fingerprints, everywhere.

2010-06-14T15:30:00.001+08:00

2010-06-13T13:46:00.000+08:00

These two babies look gooooooooooood.

Too lazy.

2010-06-13T11:49:00.004+08:00

I'm too lazy to blog, but I love you xian.

kthxbaibaibai.

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2010-06-10T08:28:00.004+08:00

I can't help but miss you.

Delayed posts.

2010-06-10T07:39:00.006+08:00

Okay, I'm in my slouchiest tee and I feel comfortable blogging, so I shall blog now :)

7th June, Monday.
After one and a half hours of waiting, I met my lil china beeeetch and we had a gooooood time laughing and joking and getting scolded by page one security guard, btw, their attitude ain't very good yea, made me cranky kidddddd. Hehehehe, china beeetch was being her own crazy self. She wanted to watch gong fu xiao hai but it was showing too lateeee, so we watched Killers instead. "Ashton Kutcher IS SO HOT, WOOHOO." I quote that girl. Love you small china girl ^.^v

8th June, Tuesday.
Hehehehe, So I met Steffi bby after the longestttttttttt time :) Supposed plan to picnic failed, so we sat down at some staircase at Dhoby and had the food instead! She cooked awesomeeeee spaghetti while I baked her my cupcakes :) And it was awesomeeeeeee. We gossip and talk about mfb and the dog hehehehehe, :))) Aftermath, we went to 313@somerset and ion orchard to shop! Hehehehe, my $1 chicken is sooooooo awesome, CRAVING CRAVING CRAVING ^.^v I swear I was damn lucky, hehehehehe, only bby and some other know why!!!!!!!!! $.$ Heheheheheh. Had a goooooood day with bby, we will have more of this yes!! :)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, how can someone be so ke ai!!!!!! :))))))))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL LIM :)

2010-06-07T21:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL SISSYDEAR (L)
Am glad you liked the surprise and everything, Hehehehehehehe, Happy right you!!!! :)

Just wanna tell you that you are awesome the way you are, :)

LOVE YOU AND HAVE FUN :)

Co tomorrrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Can't wait to see all my percussion people, hehehehehe :) Had a real tiring day today, so I'mma go nowwwwww :)

So this is goodbye.

2010-06-06T11:30:00.005+08:00

Sooooooo, Had a goooooooooooood saturday with my babies :) We'll have more of this, yes? :)

Mom's flight is delayed again, so she can't speak to the mfb. HA! Might as well. :)

Ranted to Mom bout the mfb last night, hahahahaha, I'm not gonna give a fuck 'bout what you say yeah, I'll do damn well for my end of years and then you can suck yourself.

Moving on.

Thank you for the memories and for being there for me when I need you. Thank you for inviting me over to your house and cuddling me to sleeep, I liked the way your family treated me like family. I didn't expect us to end that quickly, but since you didn't love me anymore, you were right to end it. I will always be here for you, no matter what. I love you, S.

Your voice was soundtrack of my summer

2010-06-03T10:47:00.004+08:00

I love the both of you just as much. I'm glad I got to know the both of you :) Cause that makes lonely me become not that lonely anymore, Plus, our house is just so near to CS we can meetup anytime and i like that :)
frequent meetup = heart2heart talks = we becoming closer and closer = no more lonely me.
Thank you both babies for always being there for me, and its so easy to talk to yall :) Loveeeeeee. Hehehehe, our cheapo cotton on gang ftw \m/

Okay im typing this cause I just met Sera yesterday and I'll prolly most definitely meet Syl todayyyyy :) And its great cause I'm able to meet the 2 girls who make a difference in my life between this small break after art camp and start of CO camp. :)

Anyway, Yes, I'm going for CO camp todayyyyy. Glad that my headache is finally goneeeeeeee. Shows that panadol extra really helps :) Alrighty, gonna go pack. MUST REMEMBER TO BRING THE DVDS AND CAMERA. :)

Last night, I thought of you, then I smiled. I think i'm getting over you.

Dont even know.

2010-06-01T16:42:00.002+08:00

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi all :)
Am in the room nowwwwwwwwwwwww, Hahahahah. Kinda sad right, yea i know... Plus, having CO camp straight after this art camp -.- VERY EXTREMELY TIRED, plus last night wasn't a pleasant night. I am totally making use of school's resources ^.^ Anywayyyy, How've you people beeeeeen!!! I MISS ALL OF YOU BADLY BADLY BADLYYYYY :( Especially Sylvia, Sera, Sharifah, Tyson, Xinyi and my CO girliesssss, especially YOU, CRYSTAL YONG ZHI TING. I dont even know if you read or not but still, i miss you and love you girl :)
Anywayyyy, HI MANDY HI JIEYING :) LOL.
They're like beside me now, intruding my privacyyyyyy :( LOL.
Okay, gotta go, bye peeps.

You don't fucking know what this is making me turn into.

I could really us a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now.

2010-05-31T07:07:00.001+08:00

The girls, AND WE MISS CRYSTAL YONG ZHI TING.

(Suraj, Bombom.) (Danielle, Weixian)

(Danielle,Weixian.) (Alllllllllllll the girls.)

(suraj and bom.)

(Girls w Benda Baby) (Danielle and Benda Baby.)

ANYWAYYYYY, SPCO concert yesterday was great, Benda baby, you did gooooooooooooood (Y) (Y) (Y)
OKAY IM SO SORRY IM RUSHING THIS POST :( I GOTTA RUN FOR ART CAMP SHIT I HAVENT CHANGE AND BATH AND EVERYTHING, DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE. URGH WHATEVER!!!

OKAY BYE PEOPLE, I'LL BE BACK ON 2ND THEN OFF TO CO CAMP THE NEXT DAY TILL 5TH!!!
PLEASE MISS ME :(

2010-05-29T21:33:00.003+08:00

I will change.

I miss you badly.

2010-05-29T18:42:00.005+08:00

Hey you people :)
Fixed benston baby today!!!! FUCK YEAH \m/ A great big thank you to Staplerman, Hehehehe, love you gangsta. Anyway homeclub flea with Pat! Wasn't that good, was superrrr cram and everything, didnt really have the mood to shop. Saw camp trainers there though, DID NOT SAY HI. LOL. Went to meet Sylviaweeeeeeeeeeeee, heheheheh, she was there when benston broke down and all, Yay yay yayyyy I'm so glad its okay now!!! :) So I finally met Bettina, *wink wink @ syl* Anyway I'M JUST SO HELL YEAH HAPPY THAT BENSTON BABY IS FINALLY OKAY. Just in time for tomorrow's SPCO concert at the Singapore Conference Hall, awwwww, just thinking bout the people I'm gonna see tomorrow makes me hella happy. Note to self: Buy Hello Panda for MY PANDA :) ALRIGHT SEE YOU GUYS SOON :)

*skips, jumps, hops around*

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2010-05-28T11:16:00.002+08:00

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2010-05-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

I miss you.

I used to work hard, just so you would be proud of me, just so you would say praise me.

You know that im insecure, but you'll always try your best to make me feel better.

I fucking want you beside me now, i want you to tell me you'll be here forever and stay there.

Will you come back to me?

I am the loser, the bitch, the idiot.

Happy Birthday, Fie :)

2010-05-27T20:08:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, Sharifah Alfieyah (L)

Hi bitchface, you're 17 already!!! Thank you for always being there for me even though I know im one hell of a bitch at times and so fucking annoying/irritating that you cannot tahan. But thank you for loving me for who I am. Yknw, I think you know me the best out of all my friends out of school, even better than friends in school, I dont know man, i can "click" with you ^.^ and that is great. Because if i couldnt "click" with you, I wouldnt be friends with you, so yes thats a great thing :) I can always pour out my troubles to you and everything, About J and S and now there's another one but you have to wait cause im super fucking lazy to text you. Hehehehehe, Thank you for eveeeerryyyyttthhhiiinggg you've done for me, ESPECIALLY FOR MY BIRTHDAY. Omg the only one who was literally beside me and wishing me happy birthday, I love you babe, thank you thank you thank you :) Study hard in SA and perhaps La Salle? You can do it, have faith in yourself. You can always come to me if you need help, or perhaps just a listening ear, I'll be happy to help you out/listen to your troubles. No matter where i am, I hope im close to heart :) I shall nag no more, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (L)

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2010-05-26T21:24:00.003+08:00

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2010-05-26T19:27:00.005+08:00

Because the last day of school is tomorrow and i will miss y'all.

I bet tomorrow will be fine, it will be fine. Getting back the report book, Mr Faizal said I improved and I guess thats just fine. Should I bake for the class tonight? Like those cupcakes.... Hmm. We'll see. ;))))))

I am currently very hungry and a writer cannot be starving, I shall go get something to eat. Oh and the writer part, Peggy said I look like a writer though I dont know why and neither did she, think was just a random note. Oh, speaking of random, Happy Birthday Rayner Chng, even though you're damnnnnnn dao and rude at times, you're a goooooood friend (Y)

*flys to the kitchen, opens the fridge and takes out cupcake*

Okay i am back, *slurps on ice-cream*

Currently, 35 people going for CO camp, we can do this OSSCO, C'MON!!!!!! Btwwww, is anyone else going for the SPCO concert? Heard its pretty goood, gonna go down and support seniors + SEE PANDAAAAAAAAAA HEHEHEHEHE HE SO KE AI :)

Okayyyyyyyy, I am pretty much done here. Gonna go text mommyyyy and go nap abit.

On a happy side note, I loooooooooooove my wallpaper and you :)

Ervina, go back to batam safely k batamgirl :) see you when school reopens ^.^

CHOOOOOZ, Have fun at XiAn and be safe ;)

2010-05-25T08:38:00.001+08:00

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GROW UP. (wait, thats a lil contradicting. Teehee ^.^v )

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2010-05-25T06:18:00.002+08:00

Hey there, I'm selling again. ^.^v
If any item caught your eye, do mail me at ellie.tzw@gmail.com or leave a comment in this post ^.^v
if there isnt a size stated, means freesize!
Price negotiable, absolutely no trades and no measurements.

Wolf tank by BRIO BKK, fits uk6-10
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Vans wedges, Fits local size 40
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Topshop button thing tank, UK16.
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Tie dye shirt tagged L.
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Cotton on stripes tanktop, tagged M
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Sailor stripes dress.
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Black self tie top, adjustable at the side!
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Cotton On stripes dress tagged xs.
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Floral zipper dress, tagged M.
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Tribal maxi, Fits all.
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Topshop "YEAH!" tunic, Tagged uk16.
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Cotton On embroidery top, Tagged L.
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Audrey hepburn tee, Tagged M.
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Cotton On Stripes Crop Top, Tagged L.
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Oversize denim shirt, fits allllllllllllllllllllll.
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Topshop ditsy floral fluro skirt, Tagged UK14.
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Vintage houndstooth bag, Fits A4.
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Topshop shirred waist tunic, Tagged uk16.
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Topshop Love Me Ring,Tagged L.
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Holga 120 fisheye lens!
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Cotton On Zipper Crop Top
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Polka dotted waist band dress, $10 (as seen on left.)
Random day tunic(more pictures would be given), $10 (as seen on right.)
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Blue stripes top (imported as seen on left.), $15
Pink stripes button down top, (as seen on right.), $15
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Topshop Sandals, Fits a local 40.
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Cotton on polka dotted dress, Tagged M.
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F21 polka dotted dress, Tagged L.
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2010-05-24T21:48:00.003+08:00

I met this girl and had a great time scolding vulgarities and having xlb at ding tai fung :)

We had xlb and this beef thing, damn damn dammnnnnnn nice and fried rice :)

Hey Jessie bbyyy! Though you might not see this unless I tell you to.
Thanks for hanging out with me tomorrow even though you had plans, LOVE YOU! :)
And I'm glad I confided in you, I KNOW I CAN TRUST YOU GIRL :)

Spontaneous Idealist.

2010-05-23T07:31:00.005+08:00

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

Adjectives which describe your type: spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable

So true. Thanks @pnpyholyshit for the link.

I may be mean but im always there for you if you need me.

Hello Stranger.

2010-05-22T21:31:00.004+08:00

So, I decided to have a new change of environment. Thus this web.

This blog will be about my mundane life with a lil pinch of inspiration.

For now, Little Britain's brightening up my day. ^.^v

And I cant believe its been 5months since you left.

Mundane.

2010-05-22T21:25:00.005+08:00

"Picnic" with @heartmiles todayyyyyy! I baked cupcakes and they taste A-W-E-S-O-M-E. Can't believe I was so motivated to bake. Dropped by NAFA and passed Fish my cupcakessss, I hope you like them! :) Walked to bugis in search of a atm but to no avail, went home after. My day was pretty mundane, how 'bout you?

Anywayyyyy, ask me questions at http://formspring.me/iheartellie!!!!!

Btw, FISH LIKES ME CUPCAKES AND SENT ME A SUPERRRRRR SWEET TEXT BOUT IT ^.^